about my feelings..

It’s a new month. But nothing new happened! Absolutely! Unpleasant job takes more forces than I could even imagine before. Posts became really infrequent visitors on this page. A man is always alone – these words remain as truth for me. I don’t know why I always think that every my move is wrong. So it seems I have more doubts than desires! Is it possible or I really don’t know what I want?! It’s terrible and stupid lack of self-confidence! But my relatives are sure that my life is easy now and I should wait for many and even more troubles in my future.

I feel like a defective part of a huge mechanism which just watches the perfective process of work from the outside and has no idea of what is going on.

Suddenly appeared desire to become invisible.

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