My brain is organized in such a way that when it gets some information it immediately starts to subject it to analysis. As a result, I get some findings which I confess can be mistaken or even unnecessary. And these findings in full accord with the lively imagination and with the support of a heightened sense of justice can bring me to the point of exhaustion. So my mind by-turn fills with doubts, a great number of which destroys my will to act.
P.S. I’m not a psychologist and I’m sure that soul-searching isn’t good for me! But it still remains beyond my capabilities to trust the another person.